I just wanted to let you guys know that I am going through an aggravated struggle at the moment. I almost broke down. I have been struggling with the 1 drop planeswalker contest @Tomigon
created, mainly because it's hard for me to get to a computer to create planeswalkers (cant create them on mobile yet) and I have recieved comments that frustrated me on those 1 drop planeswalkers I created for his contest. I was really trying to accept all these comments for constructive criticism as much as I could, but it just got to me I suppose. Perhaps it was a build up overtime and i just reached my breaking point, who knows. I can totally understand when other cardsmiths leave for awhile then come back. Sometimes other comments or not getting enough positive feedback on cards you work hard on can leave you wanting to cry or throw a shoe or something (wait "who throws a shoe, honestly?" lol) so I went and did something that I have been wanting to do for some time now. I think I honestly needed it, as I spend most of my free time on this site. It drives @Aryanf
nuts I think sometimes lol. You guys are seriously like my family away from my family.
I cleaned up my profile. I deleted over half my cards I created.
I felt I could do better. I also felt that a lot of those cards was not received well by other cardsmiths. I can't make everyone happy, but I am going to damn well try to make my cards the best that everyone wants and believes that they can be. I seriously thank you all everyone of you that gives me feedback, good AND ugly alike. hell sometimes the ugly can make the cards better. I truly mean this. just this last time.... it just got me upset a little is all. I am optimistic that I will bounce back and kick that contests behind (at least to me even if I don't place, I will feel relief if I can make a balanced 1 drop planeswalker!!) You can shoot your worst comments, Idc, I will not quit. I am ambitious if nothing else.I deleted all my favorites.
This was absolutely nothing personal. I am working on refavoriting them now as we speak with my good friend @Dechujoh64
. I am favoriting all the ones I owe people from my 1st contest to the present, then after that I am going through all the followers I have and favoriting every single last card I truly enjoy that they have (so some of you may be in luck you may actually have even more favorites from me then before.) I apologize for any confusion on this @kickash @shadow123
, and im sure more to come and ask me whats going on. I am sorry. Since you guys came to me 1st you will be the 1st I refave after I get the contest awarded faves done. it should be today asap. I love all you guys!!!!
Please hang tight guys. Sorry if it hurt anyone (@kickash I love you!!! lol) I promise I will get the favorites back up.
i saw your hug sorinjace thing earlier it made me feel better. thank you so much, you don't know how much I needed to see that. much love saveria!!!!